It is here that I purposed to end my book. My first idea was to begin it with the account of Strickland's last years in Tahiti and with his horrible death, and then to go back and relate what I knew of his beginnings.This I meant to do, not from wilfulness, but because I wished to leave Strickland setting out with I know not what fancies in his lonely soul for the unknown islands which fired his imagination.I liked the picture of him starting at the age of forty-seven, when most men have already settled comfortably in a groove, for a new world.I saw him, the sea gray under the mistral and foam-flecked, watching the vanishing coast of France, which he was destined never to see again; and I thought there was something gallant in his bearing and dauntless in his soul.I wished so to end on a note of hope.It seemed to emphasise the unconquerable spirit of man.But I could not manage it.Somehow I could not get into my story, and after trying once or twice I had to give it up; I started from the beginning in the usual way, and made up my mind I could only tell what I knew of Strickland's life in the order in which I learnt the facts.
Those that I have now are fragmentary.I am in the position of a biologist who from a single bone must reconstruct not only the appearance of an extinct animal, but its habits.Strickland made no particular impression on the people who came in contact with him in Tahiti.To them he was no more than a beach-comber in constant need of money, remarkable only for the peculiarity that he painted pictures which seemed to them absurd; and it was not till he had been dead for some years and agents came from the dealers in Paris and Berlin to look for any pictures which might still remain on the island, that they had any idea that among them had dwelt a man of consequence.They remembered then that they could have bought for a song canvases which now were worth large sums, and they could not forgive themselves for the opportunity which had escaped them.There was a Jewish trader called Cohen, who had come by one of Strickland's pictures in a singular way.He was a little old Frenchman, with soft kind eyes and a pleasant smile, half trader and half seaman, who owned a cutter in which he wandered boldly among thePaumotus and the Marquesas, taking out trade goods and bringing back copra, shell, and pearls.I went to see him because I was told he had a large black pearl which he was willing to sell cheaply, and when I discovered that it was beyond my means I began to talk to him about Strickland. He had known him well.
"You see, I was interested in him because he was a painter," he told me."We don't get many painters in the islands, and I was sorry for him because he was such a bad one.I gave him his first job.I had a plantation on the peninsula, and I wanted a white overseer.You never get any work out of the natives unless you have a white man over them.I said to him: `You'll have plenty of time for painting, and you can earn a bit of money.' I knew he was starving, but I offered him good wages.""I can't imagine that he was a very satisfactory overseer," I said, smiling.
