嘟嘟，给爸拿点水我舔了一下嘴唇，摸了一下额角的汗水，现在是什么时候了，从枕头下拿出手机看了一眼时间，时间离我服用安定进入梦境的时间，好像只过去了四个多小时。
这和上次在梦里的时间差不一样啊，按照上次时间，进入梦境和现实这边的时差在4-5个小时，为什么这次这么久而在现实才过去了四个多小时，嘟嘟拿着一瓶矿泉水过来，我拧开盖子，大口大口的把水灌进喉咙。
我以前从来无法理解饥饿或是饥渴是什么感受或是状态，但现在我知道了，饥饿和饥渴是最接近死亡的一种状态！
在梦魇里老妈和老姐要把最后两天的粮食，留给我和熊孩子，我心里沉沉的觉得这样的事情也许真的是有可能的。
嘟嘟拿了一块湿纸巾在我额头上擦着，奶奶呢，我将空水瓶放在床边问她，奶奶去洗碗了说是再给你买点水果，你怎么还没回家，你妈不是要你早点回去吗？我问嘟嘟。
她狡黠的眨了眨眼，我和她说你还有些发烧，衣服都湿了让她给你带点衣服过来给你换，顺便接我回去。老爸你说你在梦里的事情是真的吗？嘟嘟好奇又担心的看着我。
我摸了摸嘟嘟的头发，爸现在还要回去，你一会儿和奶奶跟老妈一起回去，老爸必须要马上回去，知道吗，你刚刚叫醒老爸的时机特别好，（我没有和嘟嘟说自己的情况，也怕她担心）我没事，你回去听妈妈的话好好上课，我弄完那边的事情就回来，记得不要和奶奶和妈妈说啊，嘟嘟又拿出一条湿纸巾擦着我脖子，老爸，不管怎么你一定要安全的回来。
我鼻子一酸，把她揽到怀里，嘟嘟和我有心理感应，她好像也能意识到什么似的，能在最危险的时候把我从那里唤醒，这也是只有她才能感觉到吧。
也许以后老爸把在梦里面的事情都记录下来，写本小说然后里面还有嘟嘟女侠呢，看女儿还是有些担心的样子我开着玩笑，嘟嘟，老爸必须要赶紧回去一趟，一会儿奶奶回来了就耽误时间了，放心吧啊！
我从裤袋里拿出剩下的那片安定塞在嘴里，嘟嘟，老爸爱你，嘟嘟一把抱住我的脖子，老爸我也爱你，你要平平安安的回来，女儿为什么会这么担心我？她为什么能在那么关键的时候叫醒我，她能感应到我的意识吗？头有些晕了，怎么这次药性这么快，心头有些忐忑，这次还是会回到梦魇里吗？
心里不安的焦虑着，睁开眼睛脚下一顿，腰上一松，河里的竹筏瞬间被石头撞的散了架，熊孩子和小灰狗各搂着我的一条腿……
这是……这是我们刚从竹筏上离开的时候！
我一下愣住了，这个时间是我们从竹筏上跳到岸上的时候！我现在是回到了梦魇中大力意识回来之前！那接下来发生的事情，我都是知道的啊！那是不是可以有机会不陷落进梦魇？
我按耐住心头的狂喜，一再的抓紧又松开自己的拳头，没错自己完全可以控制自己的身体，老妈，姐你们快吃点东西，我一边说一边把熊孩子解开。
我轻轻的摸了一下她的脸，我完全没把握之前的梦魇是真实还是虚幻的，如果困在里面的话，是不是所有的事情就变成真实的，熊孩子开心的做了个鬼脸，大力哥你是不是喜欢我呀，意识里小七撒娇的说。
熊孩子还活着，我来到老姐身边，把她背后的包袱解下来，大力你干嘛，老姐诧异的问我。我把包袱打开，从里面拿出已经发硬的窝头，回头对熊孩子说道，去捡点柴火，就在附近找不要去那边，我指了一下远处雕像的方向，我们马上吃饭。
熊孩子欢呼一声去拾柴，老姐一把捂住包袱，大力这是咱们最后的口粮了，要留给晓梅和你的，我强行把包袱抢过来，把窝头掰成几瓣，一边对老姐说，我刚刚看到这河里有鱼，一会儿我去抓两条，我们晚上煮鱼汤（我并没有看到鱼，但先稳住老妈和老姐让她们吃点东西）
老姐看了老妈一眼，老妈走过来按住我的手，大力，这些口粮是咱们最后的希望，妈知道你的意思，你和你姐去看看能不能找到鱼，这些口粮你不能动，说着老妈把那些木头一样的窝头慎之又慎得装回去，重新背在老姐肩上。
我慢慢的走过去，双手将老妈和老姐一起搂住，妈，姐，我们一家人无论什么困难都要好好的在一起，要是你们俩有什么意外……我……我就杀了熊孩子，然后自尽随你们一起死……
我的手臂突然被老姐的手死死的抓住，老妈和老姐谁都没有说话，老姐的眼泪顺着脸颊一直流，大力，她想和我说什么，我紧紧搂着她们，姐，你和妈要是有任何意外，我绝不独活！我一字一句的说道……
柴火来了，熊孩子的声音在身后传来，我转过去看见她怀里那几根细木棍，不够，快去再找我偷偷抹了一把眼泪，我现在知道梦魇也许并不是假的！
但我绝不会让家人为我牺牲，我去抓鱼，对老妈老姐说了一声，我往水边走去，看着还被缠在腿上的小灰狗，我在意识里对白面男说道，我会去救你妈和你的妻儿。
但若你还想害我一家，我现在就碎了你的意识魂魄，我只问一句，如果不到前面化鸢女的埋伏圈，可不可以到达粮食的基地。说完我慢慢的把梦目弓轻轻从肩上摘下，抽出一只御风箭，低头看了小灰狗一眼。
白面男半晌没有说话，我看它眼睛里有泪水在打转，我知道你不是故意要陷害我一家，我也知道你母亲已经成了人蛹，但我不会拿我家人冒险，你要是把粮食的地点告诉我们，我会帮助你一起救你的家人，并救赎你母亲的意识，帮你和她都有新的躯体，但只要你再有一丝的欺骗，粮食我们不要了，我先让你魂飞魄散。
你的家人最后也会被姓普的都做成人蛹，我把御风箭搭在弦上，低头沉静的看着它，现在告诉我，你要怎么做。
Doodle， licking the lips I give dad a little water， touched the frontal sweat， what time is now， from under the pillow out his phone and look at the time， taking time from me settle into the dream time， if only in the past more than four hours.
And this is not the same as the last time in the dream of the time difference， according to the last time， enter the time difference between dream and reality here in 4-5 hours， why this time so long， just over more than four hours in reality， doodle took a bottle of mineral water to come over， I unscrewed the lid and shoveled poured the water into the throat.
I never understood before hunger or thirst is what feelings or state， but now I know， hunger and thirst is one of the most close to death!
Mom and kiddo in nightmare to put the last two days of food， left me and bear children， deep in my heart think such things may really is possible.
Doodle picked up a piece of wet towel on my forehead， grandma， I will asked her empty water bottles on the bed， grandma go to wash the dishes， buy some fruit for you again， how do you haven't go home， your mother is not get back to you?
Her sly blinked， she and I said you have a fever， clothes are wet and let her give you bring some clothes to come over to change you， pick me back， by the way.
I touched the doodle hair， dad now back to you for a while and my grandma back with mom and dad had to go back immediately， you know， you just wake up dad a very good time，(I don't have and doodle said his own situation， also afraid of her worry) I'm ok， you go back to listen to your mother a good class， I'll be back in a finished things over there， remember don't and grandma and my mother say， doodle and took out a wet paper towel to wipe my neck， dad， no matter how you must come back safe.
My nose a acid， put her into the bosom， doodle and I have a psychological induction， she like what can realize， can in the most dangerous time I wake up from there， it is also only she can feel it.
Maybe later dad to record the things in the dream， write a novel and then there's doodle woman inside， see daughter has some worried I am joking， doodle， dad have to hurry back to grandma back soon time to lose， don't worry!
I took the rest of the from pocket that stability and plug in your mouth， doodle， dad love you， doodle a hold of my neck， I love you， dad， you want to come back in peace daughter why so worried about me?
In anxiety， opened his eyes at the foot of a meal， a loose on the waist， the bamboo raft moment being hit by a stone in the river of the frame， bear a child and small greyhound's arm around my leg...
This is...
I froze， the time is when we jump to the shore from the bamboo raft!
I live in heart of ecstasy， repeatedly to loosen his fist， yes can completely control their own body， mother， elder sister you quickly get something to eat， I said to bear children.
I lightly touched her face， I'm not sure completely before the nightmare is real or unreal， if trapped inside， do all things become true， bear a child happy made a face， elder brother if you like me， mind small seven in pettish said.
Bear children are still alive， I come to the side of kiddo， put behind her baggage， what are you doing， kiddo surprised to ask me.
Bear children shout a voice to collect firewood， kiddo a cover your baggage， this is our final rations， leave XiaoMei and you， take it away I forced the bundle， put the steamed corn-bread broken into a few disc， and said to the kiddo， I just saw the fish in the river， in a short while I go and catch the two， we cook fish soup in the evening (I don't see the fish， but hold first mom and kiddo let them something to eat)
At mom kiddo， mom came over and hold my hand， vigorously， these rations are our last hope， mom know what you mean， you and your sister to see can you find the fish， the food you can't move，“said the mother put the wood like steamed corn-bread transactions have to go back， back in the kiddo shoulder again.
I slowly walked over， hands will mom around with kiddo， mother， elder sister， my family no matter what difficulties are all well together， if you guys have any accident...
My arm was suddenly kiddo hands now， mom and kiddo who didn't speak， kiddo's tears rolled down his cheeks flow all the time， vigorously， she want to and what I say， clutching the them， my elder sister， you and mom if there is any accident， I will never live alone!
Firewood， bear the child's voice from behind， I turned to see her arms the thin stick， not enough to go to find me secretly wiped the tears， I know now that nightmare may not be fake!
Sacrifice for me but I will never let my family， I went to catch fish， said to the old mama kiddo， I walked into the water， looking at also entangled in leg small greyhound， my in the mind of white male said， I will go to save your mother and your wife and children.
But if you want to hurt me， I will now be broken your soul consciousness， I only ask， if not in front of the woman an ambush， the kite can reach the food base.
White man a long time didn't speak， I see it in his eyes have tears in the swirling， I know you didn't mean to set me up， and I know that your mother has become a pupa， but I will not risk my family， if you tell us the location of the food and I will help you to save your family together， and save your mother's consciousness， and help you and she have a new body， but as long as you have a cheat， food we don't， I'll let the daylights out of you.
Your family will be last name's do adult pupa， I put on wind arrow upon the string， bowed their heads and silence of looking at it， tell me now， how are you going to do.
