And he is a manufacturer of sins. Both in the galleys and in hell they have long been weeping and longing for him, waiting for him impatiently.""He speaks with weight," said Foma, thoughtfully, stirring his tea.
"Did he abuse me?" inquired Mayakin, with a malicious grimace.
"Somewhat."
"And what did you do?"
"I listened."
"Mm! And what did you hear?"
"'The strong,' he says, ' will be forgiven; but there is no forgiveness for the weak.'""Just think of it! What wisdom! Even the fleas know that."For some reason or another, the contempt with which Mayakin regarded Shchurov, irritated Foma, and, looking into the old man's face, he said with a grin:
"But he doesn't like you."
"Nobody likes me, my dear," said Mayakin, proudly. "There is no reason why they should like me. I am no girl. But they respect me.
And they respect only those they fear." And the old man winked at his godson boastfully.
"He speaks with weight," repeated Foma. "He is complaining. 'The real merchant,' says he, 'is passing away. All people are taught the same thing,' he says: 'so that all may be equal, looking alike."'
"Does he consider it wrong?"
"Evidently so."
"Fo-o-o-l!" Mayakin drawled out, with contempt.
"Why? Is it good?" asked Foma, looking at his godfather suspiciously.
"We do not know what is good; but we can see what is wise. When we see that all sorts of people are driven together in one place and are all inspired there with one and the same idea--then must we acknowledge that it is wise. Because--what is a man in the empire?
Nothing more than a ****** brick, and all bricks must be of the same size. Do you understand? And those people that are of equal height and weight--I can place in any position I like.""And whom does it please to be a brick?" said Foma, morosely.
"It is not a question of pleasing, it is a matter of fact. If you are made of hard material, they cannot plane you. It is not everybody's phiz that you can rub off. But some people, when beaten with a hammer, turn into gold. And if the head happens to crack--what can you do?It merely shows it was weak.""He also spoke about toil. 'Everything,' he says, 'is done by machinery, and thus are men spoiled."'
"He is out of his wits!" Mayakin waved his hand disdainfully. "I am surprised, what an appetite you have for all sorts of nonsense!
What does it come from?"
"Isn't that true, either?" asked Foma, breaking into stern laughter.
"What true thing can he know? A machine! The old blockhead should have thought--'what is the machine made of?' Of iron! Consequently, it need not be pitied; it is wound up--and it forges roubles for you. Without any words, without trouble, you set it into motion and it revolves. While a man, he is uneasy and wretched; he is often very wretched. He wails, grieves, weeps, begs. Sometimes he gets drunk. Ah, how much there is in him that is superfluous to me!
While a machine is like an arshin (yardstick), it contains exactly so much as the work required. Well, I am going to dress. It is time."He rose and went away, loudly scraping with his slippers along the floor. Foma glanced after him and said softly, with a frown:
"The devil himself could not see through all this. One says this, the other, that.""It is precisely the same with books," said Lubov in a low voice.
Foma looked at her, smiling good-naturedly. And she answered him with a vague smile.
Her eyes looked fatigued and sad.
"You still keep on reading?" asked Foma.
"Yes," the girl answered sadly.
"And are you still lonesome?"
"I feel disgusted, because I am alone. There's no one here to say a word to.""That's bad."
She said nothing to this, but, lowering her head, she slowly began to finger the fringes of the towel.
"You ought to get married," said Foma, feeling that he pitied her.
"Leave me alone, please," answered Lubov, wrinkling her forehead.
"Why leave you alone? You will get married, I am sure.""There!" exclaimed the girl softly, with a sigh. "That's just what I am thinking of--it is necessary. That is, I'll have to get married. But how? Do you know, I feel now as though a mist stood between other people and myself--a thick, thick mist!""That's from your books," Foma interposed confidently.
"Wait! And I cease to understand what is going on about me. Nothing pleases me. Everything has become strange to me. Nothing is as it should be. Everything is wrong. I see it. I understand it, yet Icannot say that it is wrong, and why it is so.""It is not so, not so," muttered Foma. "That's from your books.
Yes. Although I also feel that it's wrong. Perhaps that is because we are so young and foolish.""At first it seemed to me," said Lubov, not listening to him, "that everything in the books was clear to me. But now--""Drop your books," suggested Foma, with contempt.
"Ah, don't say that! How can I drop them? You know how many different ideas there are in the world! O Lord! They're such ideas that set your head afire. According to a certain book everything that exists on earth is rational.""Everything?" asked Foma.
"Everything! While another book says the contrary is true.""Wait! Now isn't this nonsense?"
"What were you discussing?" asked Mayakin, appearing at the door, in a long frock-coat and with several medals on his collar and his breast.
"Just so," said Lubov, morosely.
"We spoke about books," added Foma.
"What kind of books?"
"The books she is reading. She read that everything on earth is rational.""Really!"
"Well, and I say it is a lie!"
"Yes." Yakov Tarasovich became thoughtful, he pinched his beard and winked his eyes a little.
"What kind of a book is it?" he asked his daughter, after a pause.
"A little yellow-covered book," said Lubov, unwillingly.
